I'm Dumb

''Is it too fast? Honestly i don't know what i feel now.I just can't put my faith anymore.Why you don't even try?Why you didn't tell me about what's going on?hei,..where's your promise?you said you will tell me everything you feel inside,you said you will make me happy,.But now?can i trust you?The tears dropped cant you trust me,even just a little?i hope.,,Time will do their work
'i love you for the man who making me staying' By her


I threw out everything with my selfishness,i messed up.i'm dumb,..and now?its too late..
i don't know what to do..this is all my fault,i heard my 'emotions' not my 'heart'
and now i see the way you go away from me,its hurt...and all because of me..
i realized,I need you,you're the one who changed me,showed me how to live,you always be 'there for me' but...once again,i messed up..
now?i will wait..i need you,i love you,"for the girl who always in my heart"
"When i first saw you,somethings different.,i felt peaceful, its like,air,when there's no more air for me,suddenly you came and gave a me a new breathe,and i don't need anything else,i just need you,..
you gave me a brand new life,you showed me how to live,and nothing matters more than you..
and i would do anything for you,i'll be here everytime you need someone,and i will always love you,will always  be waiting for you..'by Me


-I wanna tell you,You mean all the world to me-

"I Can Wait Forever"

  You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
Man, I wish that I could stay and I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

 i know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta payI
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Until that day
There's nothing else that I can do
(SimplePlan-i can wait forever)

seharusnya

"I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?"wait for you-elliot yamin

Cinta itu seharusnya bisa merelakan ,cinta itu seharusnya menyenangkan,cinta itu harusnya bisa mengerti,cinta itu seharusnya dia yang kita cintai,bukan seperti ini.

Cinta seharusnya merelakan..

Cinta itu seharusnya bisa ngerelain seseorang yang kita sayang pergi dan mendapatkan seseorang yang lebih baik dari kita,seharusnya cinta itu gak egois,bisa bahagia ngeliat orang yang kita sayang sama orang lain sekalipun kita tau,seberapa sakitnya itu,seharusnya kita yang ada disaat dia seneng,nangis,ketawa,dan proses hidup lainya,dan tiba-tiba sadar dari khayalan kita,''kenapa waktu itu gue ngelepas dia ya''

Kenyataanya penyesalan selalu dateng telat dibelakang semua perbuatan kita,kenyataan liat orang yang kita sayang,sama orang lain itu SUCKS,.

 Cinta itu harusnya menyenangkan,.

seharusnya definisi arti kata cinta itu menyenangkan,

Menyenangkan saat kita tau,kalau dia lebih milih kita dibanding orang lain,menyenangkan kalo dia selalu ada buat kita,dan menyenangkan kalau disetiap masalah yang kita hadapi,ada senyum dia disetiap kita jatuh menyerah,tapi sekali lg,itu cuman seharusnya,.

Cinta itu mengerti.,

Cinta itu mengerti kalau kita gak cukup baik untuk dia,cukup mengerti kalau dia bisa bahagia dengan 'jalanya' sendiri,walaupun gak sama kita,mengerti bahwa dia pernah mengisi hidup kita dan cukup kuat pula untuk melepaskanya,tapi kapan kita cukup mengerti kalau hati kita butuh dia?kapan kita dimengerti?

Cinta seharusnya dia yang kita cintai,.

Hari demi hari lewat,haha something you'll knw,"I Miss her/him",merasa bersalah akan apa yang terjadi di masa lalu,dan kita menyalahkan diri kita,karena kitalah yang telah membuatnya pergi,dan disaat dia suddah menemukan seseorang entah kenapa kita akan mulai bertanya pada cinta "apakah masih ada kesempatan untuk gue dan dia?"yaa lagi-lagi penyesalan datang terlambat,kita terlalu bodoh,andai ada-pun apa jaminan kita bakal jaga dia untuk ga pergi lagi?

Memang seharusnya cinta itu membuat kita merasa bahagia,tapi kita sendirilah yang membuat cinta terasa menyedihkan.

By :Djody